I Am All AloneI knew a little girlA long time ago,A girl shattered by painThe pain of a dream. A nightmare ofSilence...All aloneWithout evenA teddybearTo wipe her tears. Tears that fillThe empty space around her,But will never fillHer broken heart.
PainPain keeps me here,Having used to heal my mindOnly shatters it more now. Oblong friends in many colorsTending to a wounded psychePerscribed by a physicianWho exists only in my mind. Sympathy is despizedAnd concern is ignored. Blood makes my body shiverPlaying with my emotionsToying with my soul.
Thirteen TurnsSoundlessThe strings moveDoing their intricate danceWinding,Pulling,Twisting,Wrapping aroundCutting off empty spacesRendering you helpless.
Pit of Dispaircrying yourself to sleepbearing an emptynessdeep inside,a pit of lonelynesspraying to godsyou dont believe injust to hear your voice. searching forthe first handholdany way out. once you find oneit crumbles to dustand you fall even deeperinto your own misery.
Die AlreadyThe Endless babblingOf a mindless soulCreations of nothingnessMust be destroyed. Irish eyesAre planning your demise,Destruction and deathThe darkness will call to you. Fall down the endless shaftYou yourself createdBy feuling my anger,Instigating your pain.
Solitary ConfinementTearing at the wallsThat keep me prisoner in this place,I start to scream. Someone must hear me...Pulling at the doorYelling for my life,Tears streaming down my face. Forever in perfect solitudeMakes for an eternity of madness,A pain not felt by the masses. Drip, drip,As the white coats stick me again. Drip, drip, goes my reality...Drip, drip, down the wall to the floorOf my padded room,Where my secrets will remainTill eternity end.